The past week presented computer challenges. Downloads took ages. Videos played like they were sent by Morse code. Alien messages hinted at computer ailments. Fear gripped me by the pocket book. My five year old computer may be dying.
Yesterday, I cleaned disks, defragged, and eliminated add-ons. A computer repair service confirmed I had plenty of memory. My hard drive is only half full. The clock whizzed me through six consecutive hours of worry. Nothing improved.
This morning? ZERO service! Zero means no phone and no internet. I had handed ‘my’ cell phone back to the business from which I recently resigned. I panicked and drove to a friend’s home praying that he’d be there. Just as I arrived, he was ready to jump in his vehicle. He had to leave, but very kindly let me use his phone and his Internet. The Internet Service Provider was able to reconnect the phone immediately, but a repairman cannot come to my island home to look after the Internet problem until Wednesday.
The problem is not my computer! What a joy! Gratitude bubbles continuously over that relief, over my friend who left me his entire home, and over my fabulous neighbours who have given me access to their Wireless connection. Thank you, Divine Creator, who I prayed to like a whiny sniveler.
Oh, and because of the maintenance I did the last few days, this little Toshiba is running like it was built yesterday!
After two days of debilitating fear, I did not feel like meditating last night. I shamed myself into putting bum to chair and fighting the endless chain of ‘what ifs’. With a big, sad sigh, I threatened my Guides with a reality check. I wanted to bark out my frustrations:
Ah, there you guys are. Thanks for coming, but this may not be a fun visit. Oh! You are bringing me a visual? There is a few of you. All robed. That’s interesting. Are you doing that for effect?
Does it bring a degree of joy to you?
Yes, although I’m not sure how important physical attributes are. You are energy forms. I would have a difficult time discerning if I sense the same voice or not, whether it is male or female, or what any of you would be like in physical form. None of that is material. You have always just been a ‘presence’ or an ‘essence’.
We are highly satisfied with your response.
The important part is our connection – your message. You are so loving that it blows me away. I realize that you want to allay fears that could arise from the concepts of the Transformation and you sure know how to do it.
We are pleased with your confirmation of our purpose at this time in your lives.
It is very obvious that you are all love beings. I sense the magnanimity of your love. Your manner is so welcoming. I am not able to name any human being who presents the love essence you transmit. I feel your love whenever I think of you. Plus, I adore your commitment. It is a pleasure to experience unfailing reliability. Working with seniors, I saw how much they relish a person showing up on time and as agreed. I wonder how it is going to be for us when we are in our 80s or 90s. What will the world be like?
Matters that have been of great import for your parents are not going to be your concern. There will be no need to worry about how long you will live into old age. You do not have to concern yourself about health. You do not have to fuss over a sophisticated financial plan. There will be a completely different world for you. None of those issues will be a part of your being. What you will be experiencing will be an existence of love. To say you would have an abundance of well-being is inappropriate. You will be in an energy realm that is beyond questioning whether or not any being has a sense of ‘well being’.
The Transformation is going to take you to another dimension that cannot even be explained because humans are not capable of comprehending. It is like your brains are 6 x 6 x 6 and where you will be, you need to change the 6 to six million. While that is a very crude expression of the destiny, it is given to present a hint of encouragement. Plus it will help to understand that we are not able to feed a confined apparatus with overwhelming data.
It may be dangerous to shove a 6 million magnitude of data into a 6 slot. And when you tell me these things, it certainly reduces fear, but with a “wait and see” attitude. It gives me a good reminder to have the courage to believe and trust that our job is to just live in the NOW and give love at every opportunity.
That is our intent. Thank you. We have such enormous love for you. Each human being has guides who want to reach through the illusion and proclaim the same love to them. We have so much love to give that it is questionable that any human being suffers. It is not necessary.
Many of us humans are running on a fuel called “fear”. Look at my modus operandi the last while.
Fear is being released in many different manners. It is difficult for human beings to recognize how continuously their decisions are based on fear. Any negative thought, feeling or action is a result of fear. Fear is the predicate of any negative gesture. Those in power and those with none – it is the same for both.
Being able to grasp that the root of negativity is fear will require truth and determination. When a human hears justification or rationale in response to self-questioning, the root has not yet been exposed. The promised gain to bringing the root to the light is freedom. Freedom from fear is a promise that is fueled by love.
Guess the topic is pretty clear, my faithful Guides. Thank you. And, in addition to fear, I sense the underlying message is ‘trust’. But why did you decide to give a little visual tonight and show up in robes?
Did it take you away from your list of negatives that you wanted to extol in the name of being real?
You guys are unreal! No wonder I love you.